I Want More

I Want More

For a long time now I’ve been a shadow to my life. I go about everyday wishing for life to become an epic adventure but do nothing about it. I want more, but how hard am I willing to work for it?

If I’m being honest, I haven’t worked hard at all. My life’s greatest moments have been in random spurts, and most of these great moments didn’t take effort. Especially as of late. I don’t eat well, I don’t exercise enough, I come home after a long day of work and veg out watching TV or scrolling social media. I neglect to take the time I have outside of my work hours to improve myself. Planning and setting goals have become a distant whisper. When I start to tell myself to do something, I say “later”.

Well, later has not come for over a year. I am now changing the mindset of thinking I deserve this, I wish for that, and I want these to WORKING for what I deserve, what I wish for and what I want. Wanting more is more than just a passing thought, it is an ACTION.

There are so many inspiring people on Instagram who post about the life they want to live and how they do it. I am no longer looking at others as having more but looking inside to build my “more”. I will take the inspirational videos, movies, books and use them for what they were intended. To push me to become the best version of myself.

I will epitomize “Living My Best Life” because I believe I can. I will fail, I will get up. I will be tired, I will push through. I will continue to work on myself in all the ways I know I am currently lacking and grow to be the successful and happy person I know I can be.

I want more, because I am living, because I am a person, because it matters - because I deserve it.